Yesterday, I started a new job. I went from working nights at a bar to working a regular 8-5 schedule in a professional office, and I love it.
With the beautiful weather we've had the last few days, I've spent my lunch breaks out there both days, sitting in the sun and reading. I'm bringing my lunch, to save money, and I'm amazed at how much time it saves as well (besides, I've been spending that "saved" cash on Panera in the mornings). After eating, I still have nearly an hour to read....and I'm finding myself returning to not just a love of books or of knowledge, but a love of
reading.
It might be surprising to you that I don't love reading. Not anymore, at least. I used to, but that love got lost somewhere around high school, and remained dormant through college. I still enjoyed stories (I've ALWAYS enjoyed a good story), but reading seemed like such an arduous task that it was no longer fun.
My love affair with books, rocky as it may be, began early. Family legend holds that I started reading at the age of four. Apparently I was in church with my mom, picked up the Bible, and pointed out the words I know. She still believes that I was jealous of my brother, who, nearly two years older, was being properly instructed in reading at the time. I'm not sure that sibling rivalry is an accurate justification of my childhood brilliance, but I'll let it go for now. In any case, she took on the challenge of a second budding reader, and, an avid reader herself, encouraged it.
I don't remember much about that time (hello, I was four). I remember being a little older and reading short storybooks, yelling to my mom through the walls of my makeshift bedroom to ask what words were. At the time, my parents were apart, and my mom, brother, and I lived in a little two-bedroom house. My brother and I didn't get along, so my grandparents helped to construct a temporary bedroom in the common area of the house. It was right next to the kitchen, and the "walls" were full of holes (originally part of the displays they used to sell their woodcrafts), so there was plenty of opportunity for knowledge to flow in.
It wasn't long before I began consuming books at an alarming rate. One Christmas break I read 9 books in a week. Yes, they were youth-level novels, but NINE. In seven days.
In 5th grade, I started volunteering at the library as part of the requirements for a Girl Scout badge; I simply didn't tell them when I'd completed my time (or when I'd dropped out of Scouts), and I kept going back for a full year. Most of what I did was straighten books, occasionally pulling out the ones I wanted to check out.
Looking back, I realize that those librarians - Marsha, Donna, and Amy - watched me grow up. And when I heard they needed a page in high school, I showed up to fill out an application, and was hired right away.
Ironically, that's when I stopped reading.
I think it had something to do with school; there was a lot I was
required to read, and it started to tear at my joy for the written word. By the time I got to college, I wasn't even reading my texts (I was a philosophy major...the main thing you learn to do is B.S., and I was damn good at it). I could hardly justify picking up a novel when I was neglecting my education.
Yet I continued to collect books. And every once in a while I'd start something, only to set it aside unfinished.
And then one day after college, one of the residents at the apartment community I was working for walked into my office with four novels and a bottle of vodka. He was moving out of his apartment, and didn't want to take any of it with him. So he handed the pile to me.
Both excellent gifts, I must note.
The books were the first three and the fifth novel in the Women's Murder Club series by James Patterson. Never big on mystery novels, I figured I'd given them a shot.
Oh.My.Gosh.
I blew threw the first three, bought the fourth, read the fifth, and then checked at least one more out from the library.
And there it was...I was back in the game.
That was more than two years ago now, and at times I still fight reading apathy. I like having this blog, because it's forcing me to sit down not with the TV (not that I own one anyway), and not with Facebook (oy...), but with a book.
Right now, that book is still The Name of the Wind. It's 662 pages, so I might be there a while. At least until Saturday (I'm on 127 right now). I hate to give impressions of novels before I'm finished with them, but already I can say I'm entranced by this story of Kvothe. Between my lunch break and the time I've spent curled up in a chair this evening, I read a large chunk of those pages today alone (the picture above is from yesterday at lunch, when I was on page 27). The book is already showing wear, but that's partly due to my bad habit of throwing books into my already-full purse (hello, this is why I have a big bag...). By the end of this reading, my brand-new book isn't going to look so new.
Oh, and I'm still in the middle of Real Sex. I should probably finish reading that too.
And when I'm done with both, I'll start that project thing I was talking about. I promise.